A New Year Begins...

I was flying cross country yesterday. Returning from a trip to the west coast and it occurred to me that here we go again, a new year was rolling in and it felt just like it did the year before. Oh sure there were some changes from December 31, 2015, but I was starting to feel like Bill Murray in Ground Hog Day, I've done this before, I've lived this before, I've felt this before...and I don't like it. I don't like it at all. If I listen to the people around me, what is my issue? My life is full and complete...is it? Are you sure? Pretty sure you only know what I want you to know, just like the drivel divulged on social media, it's only as real as I tell you it is.  We live in this world of false truths. How is that even possible? How can something false be the truth? Maybe it's just part of the truth. Or part of the lie. Either way it's not the whole truth. Some how I still believe in honest truth. And I honestly believe I will find what will make this world a better place to live in for me. Maybe two days of sporadic doses of night time cold medicine had finally made me foggy enough that I was missing the perfect​ ​life that I was living.  Then I decided maybe it was finally clearing my head. My life wasn't perfect. It wouldn't ever be perfect, but it can and will be better for me.